Run

Imagine this...

You're running, and as you go around and around the track, it seems like the distance shortens. The finish line is closer every time you look up. But does this mean that things are getting easier, or that you have less to run for?

And what if you notice you're running more slowly with each lap? Every time you complete something, you have to try even harder to finish the next, even though it looks easier?

And what if you're racing someone? And even though your track is on the inside, they're gaining on you?

And what if you don't know why this is happening?

BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.

Back to life. I'm taking microbiology, zoology, sociology, chemistry 2, and abnormal psychology. Fun stuff, yeah??? No. But I'm gonna learn a lot so that's exciting.

I quit Panera. I've finally got weekends free.

Uhh. I think that's all.

24 (that's what I call the marine among my friends) invited me to his coworker's birthday barbecue thing next Saturday. How legit!

Whatta fattie.

I took a good look at myself today in Nordstrom's mirrors. They have it set up so that you can see yourself from behind, the side, and obviously the front. I'm sort of chubby. Like, there's just a little bit too much to love going on. Thankfully I'll be able to go to the gym way more often with school starting back up. I think I'll try to do two classes and run two miles (army fit test) every time I go. Also, I've resolved that I will eat nothing but natural foods (fruit, veggies, NO BREAD, minimal yogurt, only white meat, NOTHING PROCESSED, NO FAST FOOD, etc.) until I weigh less than 130. As in, I'm in the 120s. I want to get down to 120, because that's the last time I was actually happy with what I weighed. I'm sort of a blub right now. I mean, yeah, I have huge-ass boobs and a gigantorama butt. But no 17-almost-18 yr old girl wants a gut like a 23 yr old beta male and cellulite beginning to show. I'm too young to be unattractive! So beginning now, no shit food. And minimal calories, too. My metabolism is too slow for me to eat as much as I usually do.