Kk so I got a round trip flight for Ohio from the 9th to the 14th. Then Corey will be here like 10 days later for about a week or so. Sounds good!
It just occurred to me that I could rejoin my old gym (only one of the three locations this time) and easily work their classes into my schedule. If I did that then my week would look like this:
Sunday:
9:30 am - run
10:30 am - yoga
Possibly work at abercrombie.
Monday:
9:00-1:15 pm - school
Work at abercrombie.
Tuesday:
9:30-4:00pm - school
Work at abercrombie.
Wednesday:
9:00-1:15 pm - school
6:35 pm - run
7:35 pm - kickboxing
Thursday:
9:30-4:00 pm - school
6:30 pm - body sculpt
7:30 pm - yoga
Friday:
9:00-1:15 pm - school
Work at Panera.
Saturday:
Work at abercrombie.
Work at Panera.
Sounds good, yeah? I'll see if I can talk my parents into paying for it... Maybe if I offer for this to be my Christmas and birthday present?
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Time for a new post
I can't remember if I capitalize the words of my title or not... It looks weird uncapitalized.
"Time for a new post"
"Time For a New Post"
That looks really official, though. Lemme go check.
Kk so it turns out I do both. I'll just keep it how it is.
I've been in school for a few weeks now. I'm not liking it. I got back from Ohio last night around midnight. I was there for my Labor Day break. We went out to eat, went to Put-In-Bay, and had his birthday party so it was an awesome weekend. I'm way exhausted now but I don't work this afternoon so I'll sleep a bit. Once I'm done writing I'll go check plane ticket prices for October, since I have fall break. I'll go up there on the 9th and we'll either both drive back down on the 13th or I'll get a flight back down. If he drives down then he'll leave on the 18th since he has Greensboro Fire Dept testing on the 26th. That way he can work during the week before and still drive back down again for testing. If he doesn't drive down in order to save gas and money then I'll just get a round trip flight and leave on the 13th, then he'll come down probably on the 25thish.
Wow, that's an awkward word.
And then he'll stay maybe through Halloween. So that annihilates my plans with Kailie and Josh, but it's all good because I'd rather spend it with Corey anyway, ya know?
I don't feel like writing.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Oh Jeez, Not Again....
I'm back in school. NOOOOOOO!!!!!! I am so sick of school! Four classes this semester. Not bad. Chemistry 1, Biology 2, Critical Thinking and Western World Literature. Two labs. =(
Corey left this morning. He didn't get the job he applied for, so now he's enrolling in fire school. It starts on Monday. I was planning to visit him for his birthday party over Labor Day weekend but all the flights we found were either too expensive or didn't have times that I could do. I woke up this morning with the worst feeling of dread I have ever had, thinking that I wouldn't see Corey for 7 weeks (fire school is 6 weeks long.) I went upstairs to wake him so he could start getting ready to leave, and when he woke up he told me that he wanted to stay until Sunday. I was completely happy with that, but when he called his mom to check and see what she thought, she became angry. Then she suggested we check United. KACHING! We got a round trip for 280. Not bad, not bad. So I'll be there over that weekend... then 4 weeks more of his fire school then I'll fly up there for 5 days during my fall break and we'll drive back down so he can stay here for a bit. I'm excited.
I got another new phone. I'm pretty sure insurance was invented for me.
And I got a new backpack!!!!!! I don't know why I'm so excited about it but I am! My old one had holes in the bottom... And the right strap broke at the bottom a long time ago... So I tied it to the clasp. But the top part of it broke the other day, so I tied that end on too. Plus the strap had torn, so the foam padding was sticking out like a backpack mohawk. But my new one is awesome! It's so new! It doesn't even have any holes in it!
I should do homework soon. I've got a TON of reading to do by Tuesday for Critical Thinking and Biology. Plus some Chemistry reading for Monday. And Western Lit reading for tomorrow. Hahahaha, I'll write again in 4 months.
Corey left this morning. He didn't get the job he applied for, so now he's enrolling in fire school. It starts on Monday. I was planning to visit him for his birthday party over Labor Day weekend but all the flights we found were either too expensive or didn't have times that I could do. I woke up this morning with the worst feeling of dread I have ever had, thinking that I wouldn't see Corey for 7 weeks (fire school is 6 weeks long.) I went upstairs to wake him so he could start getting ready to leave, and when he woke up he told me that he wanted to stay until Sunday. I was completely happy with that, but when he called his mom to check and see what she thought, she became angry. Then she suggested we check United. KACHING! We got a round trip for 280. Not bad, not bad. So I'll be there over that weekend... then 4 weeks more of his fire school then I'll fly up there for 5 days during my fall break and we'll drive back down so he can stay here for a bit. I'm excited.
I got another new phone. I'm pretty sure insurance was invented for me.
And I got a new backpack!!!!!! I don't know why I'm so excited about it but I am! My old one had holes in the bottom... And the right strap broke at the bottom a long time ago... So I tied it to the clasp. But the top part of it broke the other day, so I tied that end on too. Plus the strap had torn, so the foam padding was sticking out like a backpack mohawk. But my new one is awesome! It's so new! It doesn't even have any holes in it!
I should do homework soon. I've got a TON of reading to do by Tuesday for Critical Thinking and Biology. Plus some Chemistry reading for Monday. And Western Lit reading for tomorrow. Hahahaha, I'll write again in 4 months.
Friday, August 7, 2009
I feel so shitty. It's 12:25 AM... I can't sleep. It's not just the fact that I've felt sick all day... or that I'm tired because of working for 12 hours. It's not the dread I have in tomorrow. It's not that I wish I could see my friends more.
It's just not something I can talk about. It's not something I should talk about. But ya know... when you have no one to talk to... it gets hard. People need to talk to other people about their problems... their issues... I mean everyone resolves their own conflicts via face-to-face or at least out-loud conversations because that makes them think... it makes them fix things. But I have no one to talk to, and it's really hard having to deal with that.
Work at abercrombie tomorrow... 11-3. Then Panera from 3-close. I'm already exhausted.
I don't know. I have so many things going through my mind right now. I don't even know what to type. I want to cry but I can't produce any more tears. I'm going to be up late tonight... thinking about things.
I hate this start and stop writing that I'm doing right now. My thoughts are so disconnected. I can't even begin to tell you all the things I'm considering.
I want to go throw up.
I I I. That's all I ever say. I hate... I don't... I want... I'm already.... I'm so sick of myself.
It's now 1:21 AM. Still not sleepy. My stomach is churning and the nausea won't leave. I've had a sharp pain all day on the left side... now I feel so sick, plus this dizziness and headache and my neck being stiff. I feel so down right now. I'm starting to cry but I don't know why. What is wrong with me?
It's just not something I can talk about. It's not something I should talk about. But ya know... when you have no one to talk to... it gets hard. People need to talk to other people about their problems... their issues... I mean everyone resolves their own conflicts via face-to-face or at least out-loud conversations because that makes them think... it makes them fix things. But I have no one to talk to, and it's really hard having to deal with that.
Work at abercrombie tomorrow... 11-3. Then Panera from 3-close. I'm already exhausted.
I don't know. I have so many things going through my mind right now. I don't even know what to type. I want to cry but I can't produce any more tears. I'm going to be up late tonight... thinking about things.
I hate this start and stop writing that I'm doing right now. My thoughts are so disconnected. I can't even begin to tell you all the things I'm considering.
I want to go throw up.
I I I. That's all I ever say. I hate... I don't... I want... I'm already.... I'm so sick of myself.
It's now 1:21 AM. Still not sleepy. My stomach is churning and the nausea won't leave. I've had a sharp pain all day on the left side... now I feel so sick, plus this dizziness and headache and my neck being stiff. I feel so down right now. I'm starting to cry but I don't know why. What is wrong with me?
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Life is Good. Oh, that's copyrighted? Crap.
It's almost Thursday! One more minute! It's 11:59 PM. And now it's 12:00 AM, Thursday, July 30th, 2009. Corey already went to bed.
I'm becoming obsessed with Abercrombie & Fitch clothing. I love it! I can't wait until I get my next paycheck, because I already know what I want to buy. Don't worry, I'm not going to go overboard. I just really like the clothing. I also really want to embody the Abercrombie & Fitch style, which is casual, cool, and provocative. I like that a lot.
ARGGHHH I'M SO FAT.
I know Corey isn't going to like that I just wrote that.
Now he's smiling because I'm right.
Now it's a real smile because I'm continuing the joke.
This sentence has nothing to do with the above joke.
This one does.
What?
I'm becoming obsessed with Abercrombie & Fitch clothing. I love it! I can't wait until I get my next paycheck, because I already know what I want to buy. Don't worry, I'm not going to go overboard. I just really like the clothing. I also really want to embody the Abercrombie & Fitch style, which is casual, cool, and provocative. I like that a lot.
ARGGHHH I'M SO FAT.
I know Corey isn't going to like that I just wrote that.
Now he's smiling because I'm right.
Now it's a real smile because I'm continuing the joke.
This sentence has nothing to do with the above joke.
This one does.
What?
Monday, July 20, 2009
I can't see the keyboard.
It's 12:29 AM as I begin this entry.
The lights are off... so I'm typing in the dark. I can't see the keyboard. You have no idea how long it took me to type this. Like right now. It's taking forever. But you'll never know.
I can't sleep.
Corey left today. It was very sudden but he was able to pick up a 24 so... money's money, yeah?
I don't have much to say. I've been lying in bed and messing around on the computer for an hour and a half. My brain is on, like, high-processing mode.
I'm so fat. Ughh. I should start jogging while I have excess time in the summer.
Oh, yeah. I'm out of summer school! Wow I just realized how much updating I need to do.
I got As in my classes. I was also hired at abercrombie. My first day was today. They only do 4-hour shifts! How crappy is that?!?! That means... Even if I work every day... That's only 28 hours. At least minimum wage is about to go up. Without that I'd consider staying at Panera. Haha... Not really.
I wish I were a nice person. I'm such a bitch. Every time I'm with Corey I realize that I have a horrible personality but too much pride to change it. I'm so temperamental and rude and short and mean. I wish I weren't. It's hard to change, though. I'm lazy, too. Another reason to start jogging... I'll lose my excess 10 pounds and actually feel good about myself. I'm so lethargic. It makes me sick. I wish I had as much physical motivation as I have in educational motivation. Maybe I'll start jogging around the track at the gym. I don't know. I could walk there and then jog for a mile or so. That's a long effing walk, though. I'd be dead by the time I got there. But then again it would wake me up. Hmm. I don't know.
Jordan (my cousin) is being deployed to Japan through the Marines. My cousin Rachel just joined the army through the National Guard. You'll never see me doing that.
My anti-feminism video on YouTube has like... 6500 views. Pretty crazy.
Time to sleep I hope.
The lights are off... so I'm typing in the dark. I can't see the keyboard. You have no idea how long it took me to type this. Like right now. It's taking forever. But you'll never know.
I can't sleep.
Corey left today. It was very sudden but he was able to pick up a 24 so... money's money, yeah?
I don't have much to say. I've been lying in bed and messing around on the computer for an hour and a half. My brain is on, like, high-processing mode.
I'm so fat. Ughh. I should start jogging while I have excess time in the summer.
Oh, yeah. I'm out of summer school! Wow I just realized how much updating I need to do.
I got As in my classes. I was also hired at abercrombie. My first day was today. They only do 4-hour shifts! How crappy is that?!?! That means... Even if I work every day... That's only 28 hours. At least minimum wage is about to go up. Without that I'd consider staying at Panera. Haha... Not really.
I wish I were a nice person. I'm such a bitch. Every time I'm with Corey I realize that I have a horrible personality but too much pride to change it. I'm so temperamental and rude and short and mean. I wish I weren't. It's hard to change, though. I'm lazy, too. Another reason to start jogging... I'll lose my excess 10 pounds and actually feel good about myself. I'm so lethargic. It makes me sick. I wish I had as much physical motivation as I have in educational motivation. Maybe I'll start jogging around the track at the gym. I don't know. I could walk there and then jog for a mile or so. That's a long effing walk, though. I'd be dead by the time I got there. But then again it would wake me up. Hmm. I don't know.
Jordan (my cousin) is being deployed to Japan through the Marines. My cousin Rachel just joined the army through the National Guard. You'll never see me doing that.
My anti-feminism video on YouTube has like... 6500 views. Pretty crazy.
Time to sleep I hope.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
It's already July?
Happy July 4th! I can't believe I'm already halfway through the year. Jeez. I'm so ready to be done with school... forreal. 6 more days. I had an interview at A&F for a model position at abercrombie. I think it went well but I don't know. I'm just so sick of Panera, ya know? It's such an unpleasant job. I really do not want to work in the food business anymore. I think I have higher potential in a retail position.
I flew up to Ohio June 19th for Corey's graduation. There was a party afterward and I got straight hammered. I don't remember much at all from that night. Saturday morning I had my first hangover ever. They are horrible! I do not like them! Corey and I went to Cedar Pointe in Sandusky. It was raining when we left, and I dropped my phone in the driveway without realizing it. It then rained on it for half an hour before we remembered and turned around. When we got to his house it was in three pieces and suffering water damage. This is a boring story. The ending is that I got a new phone for free.
Then we drove down on the 21st and he was in town until yesterday, the 3rd. Now he's working... trying to earn money to move here. I miss him.
Oh! He "accidentally" stumbled upon these blogs! Yeah! Like, he says one day while I was either at school or work he accidentally clicked the favorites tab for this site and it was logged in, so he read my blog. He said he liked it, though. =)
I flew up to Ohio June 19th for Corey's graduation. There was a party afterward and I got straight hammered. I don't remember much at all from that night. Saturday morning I had my first hangover ever. They are horrible! I do not like them! Corey and I went to Cedar Pointe in Sandusky. It was raining when we left, and I dropped my phone in the driveway without realizing it. It then rained on it for half an hour before we remembered and turned around. When we got to his house it was in three pieces and suffering water damage. This is a boring story. The ending is that I got a new phone for free.
Then we drove down on the 21st and he was in town until yesterday, the 3rd. Now he's working... trying to earn money to move here. I miss him.
Oh! He "accidentally" stumbled upon these blogs! Yeah! Like, he says one day while I was either at school or work he accidentally clicked the favorites tab for this site and it was logged in, so he read my blog. He said he liked it, though. =)
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