I can't see the keyboard.

It's 12:29 AM as I begin this entry.

The lights are off... so I'm typing in the dark. I can't see the keyboard. You have no idea how long it took me to type this. Like right now. It's taking forever. But you'll never know.

I can't sleep.

Corey left today. It was very sudden but he was able to pick up a 24 so... money's money, yeah?

I don't have much to say. I've been lying in bed and messing around on the computer for an hour and a half. My brain is on, like, high-processing mode.

I'm so fat. Ughh. I should start jogging while I have excess time in the summer.

Oh, yeah. I'm out of summer school! Wow I just realized how much updating I need to do.

I got As in my classes. I was also hired at abercrombie. My first day was today. They only do 4-hour shifts! How crappy is that?!?! That means... Even if I work every day... That's only 28 hours. At least minimum wage is about to go up. Without that I'd consider staying at Panera. Haha... Not really.

I wish I were a nice person. I'm such a bitch. Every time I'm with Corey I realize that I have a horrible personality but too much pride to change it. I'm so temperamental and rude and short and mean. I wish I weren't. It's hard to change, though. I'm lazy, too. Another reason to start jogging... I'll lose my excess 10 pounds and actually feel good about myself. I'm so lethargic. It makes me sick. I wish I had as much physical motivation as I have in educational motivation. Maybe I'll start jogging around the track at the gym. I don't know. I could walk there and then jog for a mile or so. That's a long effing walk, though. I'd be dead by the time I got there. But then again it would wake me up. Hmm. I don't know.

Jordan (my cousin) is being deployed to Japan through the Marines. My cousin Rachel just joined the army through the National Guard. You'll never see me doing that.

My anti-feminism video on YouTube has like... 6500 views. Pretty crazy.

Time to sleep I hope.